20 weeks next week and my clothes are tighter than usual. The man i love said i should buy more clothes and shoes to accomodate this new phase in my life. I really more than like him. He notices things i thought men never notice. But i didnt tell him about this blog. Sometimes i want to talk about him behind his back. Hahaha. Like so many new marriages, it brings about a lot of changes. And ours was no exemption. I was the one experiencing most of the changes tho. I changed jobs, i moved from my place (i so loved living there for 5 years), changed my routines and now, im experiencing this change called pregnancy.
itapos;s not something i really want. It was my fault, too. I didnt make myself informed about family planning. The easy and most obvious forms are just not my type. Itapos;s not related to green living at all -- chemical and hormonal alterations in my body to me is akin to drinking poison. So there, the result is this -- a bump in my stomach with something inside kicking and moving every now and then.
the man i love (who shall be known from now on as MIL) has been very supportive of everything. And i kindda abuse it. Not really. But i wake up late to find that the table is all set for breakfast and everything is catered to my taste. There is really no room for mood swings or throwing tantrums. He never complains. Well, i do the dishes and the laundry when i feel like it. In other words, he has accomodated me and the changes im going through.
heapos;s excited about this bump thats gonna burst months from now. Well, i guess everyone who wont be pushing and huffing on D-day will be as excited. Im not saying im not, but to me it just means a goodbye to single and free life. Well, what was i thinking when we planned the wedding for months and months?
this kicking reminds me that i will never be able to resume the life i once led. Oh well....i hope i get used to this. And i hope i will be fair to the MIL soon. I feel like a spoiled brat.
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